Good morning!

I just want to say how much I love Beth Moore... not only is she such a godly woman, but she has such a dynamic personality! I went to the "Believing God" bible study last night... and while I realize more and more how much I struggle with unbelief or that God isn't really working in my life, its nice to see He is.

Last night after the bible study, Lu asked me to share my testimony with her... and that's something that normally I'm almost ashamed to do. Just because I feel its not very impacting or "BIG" or something. Short version is that I thought I was saved at 11, struggled with doubts and uncertainty on my salvation for about 10 years, and then I decided to commit my life. So I know I'm "saved" but there still wasn't this huge change or anything. I feel like I've been trapped in baby Christian mode for years... So usually I think "oh, they aren't going to think much of me... I'm not a good Christian." But last night, I actually felt comfort. Like its ok that my testimony isn't all that because God isn't done with me.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be
terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you
wherever you go."

~Joshua 1:9