Staying positive....

Seems like that has been the theme of my life the last month or so... being a lil' ray of sunshine! :) I've just been hit with that and waiting for God's timing over and over again... do we think God is trying to tell me something? Yes!

Its funny how you don't think you are really growing or learning anything new and then you look back and its like "wow, baby steps, but God is working!" I've just learned lately that God's looking at for me, I may not "feel" Him being near but I'm finally learning that He actually is. So I just have to wait for that new job to come along or wait for my future hubby to come... not that I just sit here, but that I just stop trying to have life be all about MY timetable. I know I'm at this current job for a reason, even if its to teach me patience or God is attempting to teach me to love my boss. (which means I'll be here awhile!) I'm also learning to be grateful for what I have which is helpful. Good friends, a job where I make money, a house, food to eat, a good church, a growing small group. All my needs are being met! So I just have to learn to postpone my wants for awhile.

Its definitely tough trying to stay positive, in fact I think I hit my limit in the past week or so. Its getting harder to be ok with my job... today I totally didn't feel like finding people a room or changing a meeting... And situtations and people have been dragging me down. Just starting to feel like there should be something more I could do... but I know that God will be in control of the situations and He will provide comfort and strength to all that are involved. Just gotta keep praying!

I hope y'all are having a good Tuesday!