Isn't it crazy how emotions are?

I've been plagued the past couple of weeks with feelings of jealousy/insecurity. Like yesterday, I just felt a little lonely and like I wasn't the best friend I could be to everyone... Or I've had feelings of being "second best" which isn't really the case I know. I know these things aren't true in my head, I just can't stop from being distracted by them. But I was feeling a little "second best" in regards to the job situation and with some friends I have... so crazy. So I'm sitting on the ground outside last night watching the lightning, and having Gus fly by me with various pieces of trash in his mouth like he was being timed to see how fast he could destroy things and then I just felt better.

Go to this morning... having the same feelings yet I come back from lunch and I'm ok now. Maybe I just needed to feel healthy or something. LOL I stopped by Subway and got a turkey sandwich. The verdict is still out on whether I really like cucumbers on my sandwich, but since it isn't gross, I keep adding them so I get more veggies.

It's just crazy how my emotions can change so easily... so much for the emotional stability I thought I was having! :) Well, the plus side of the weekend is that I'm having a family birthday party tonight and I actually managed to find a couple of friends to come too! Then tomorrow I get to go to the movies, which is definitely one of my all time favorite things to do. Most likely, I'll be seeing "Monster In Law"... hello, Michael Vartan! Then Sunday is my birthday so I'm going to go out to lunch with my parents and grandma... and that's about it for the weekend!

I hope y'all are having a nice Friday, looking forward to a great weekend and are a little more emotionally stable than me! :) *this font matches my shirt today*