Well, I'm 25 years old now...

I'm in an "I just exist" phase in life so bear with the blogs that you'll get lately. I don't really have any stupid/funny things to write about.

This weekend was pretty much celebrating my birthday. Friday night was fajitas with the family and a couple of friends. That was nice getting to see everyone... Saturday I went out with my roomie and one of my closest friends for dinner and a movie. Ruby Tequila's is definitely yummy and "Monster In Law" was pleasing to the eyes with Michael Vartan on the screen. How cute is he barefoot? ;) On a scale though, from 1-10, I'd rank the funny factor at a 6. I probably wouldn't own it if it wasn't for Vartan making appearances in the movie. Then Sunday, I went to Olive Garden with my parents and my grandma. That was yummy! And I learned of a fun little miracle but that will be talked about at a later date. Ooh, the suspense, I know. And Emily found out on Sunday that she got her "dream" job so that rocks for her.

So now I'm sitting here... pondering my life and the future. Its like looking into the future and seeing nothingness. Yes, I'd like a job, but apparently I'm not ready for the one I wanted. And if that job wasn't it, then I have no clue as to what I should be doing or where to look. Yes, I'd like to be married one day, but no evidence of that happening yet. And I'm not really burdened by being single, I'd just like to know that I wasn't going to be my whole life. Plus, to get another cat which I want so much, I need a hubby that Gus can transfer his loyalties to, jealous booger bear! Lately it seems like I'm real good with expressing negative emotions, not so good at even finding positive ones. So I'm just wondering what happened. A month or two ago and I would have been better than I would have been probably ever. It just went away...

So I'll just continue to sit... and wait and we'll see what God has in store.